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here are some photos to make up for my lack of posts. not alot, and the fisheye ones came from my first roll of film, so pardon the bad lomo skill for now while i work on it.

second day of school and already we’re at the library at ten in the morning. we’re so hardworking ok! even though we look like we’re slacking. we’re not.

fisheye photographs! from my very first roll of film(for lomo cams) and its really bad cos ive never tested to see the effects. these are photos from hong kong. i dont know what it is about these old dirty buildings i like, but i just really like em.

and i have a fascination with lomo-graphs of amusement parks. its like combining two happy happy things together. and even though the hong kong ocean park kinda sucked big time, it still had one of the most awesome views for a theme park.

i love how lomo cameras are so unpredictable sometimes, in how the pictures will come out. how you cant control every aspect of the photograph. sometimes, we spend too much time pondering how a picture will turn out, and in doing that, lose the spontaneity and beauty of the moment.

i’ll treasure my lomos more now. im sorry ive been neglecting them. they were such lovingly given presents. but sometimes, my lack of confidence gets the better of me and i feel that i can never produce pretty pictures. i still cant, but im gonna try damnnnnn hard. trust me. i will, you’ll see.

glocalisation=globalisation + localisation

hello world!

think i haven blogged since the new year or something. NOT to say i’ve been lazy, or very busy, just didn’t feel like blogging much. school’s started, blah. so im tired most of the time. in fact, the only day i felt energetic since school started was today! had a mocha milkshake at Once Upon A Milkshake at Maxwell and got totally high after that. and i was so attentive during ccs lecture, which’s really like a first. cant believe i sat there and listened to every word sian jay and anita said. what a miracle. the caffeine’s wearing off now though.

anyway, have a feeling that this semester will be the hardest. the lessons are beginning to get really interesting (even professional studies!), and the project’s not so bad either, even for the market i’ve chosen. it’s gg to be grueling, but i have God, and He’ll help me through.

i finally see the course taking shape, and im feeling really pumped. God’s been so good to me.

on a completely different note, i miss my airens dearly.

I LOVE PINK

not the colour, silly, the singer!

im so totally in love with her right now. call me a lagger, but i went to watch her music videos which are really awesome.

i’ve always sorta liked her songs, but for the past year ive shelved her music for newer and younger singers.

oh what a mistake. i think she’s awesome. so real and expressive. here’s a song which i think is awesome. i love the first stanza, and her expressions are lol, esp when she grabs the jacket and refuses to let it go. haha. i love her funny vids.

here’s one; the lyrics are kinda despo but i love the song. she’s so talented leh.

lyrics!

Please Don’t Leave Me – PINK

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don’t know if I can yell any louder
How many times have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is….broken

Da da da-da da
Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I’ve never been this nasty
Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don’t mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don’t leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don’t leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can’t be without, you’re my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I’m sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don’t leave me

Baby please don’t leave me
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me no no no
You say I don’t need you but it’s always gonna come right back,
It’s gonna come right back to this.
Please, don’t leave me.
No.
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me

inhibitions

hello world;

have been pondering over some questions regarding my future.

for the past half year, i’ve been praying to God about my future. of how i’d take whatever comes my way, whatever He gives me. then today i went through some stuffs, and realise that what i’ve planned to do might not be possible. and.. i got scared. i got really scared. like, what am i going to do now??? and my life seemed to fall apart.. for a few moments.

and then i prayed. i prayed to let Him take charge again. i prayed to Him, asking Him to help me trust Him. and then my fears and worries seemed to slowly ebb away, and peace took hold of me again. and i realised that, really, ive been very narrow-minded. i must stop doing things my way, and start letting Him do His. because, really, His is the best way. all the time. every time. so maybe i wont get to do what i had planned to do, but hey, He’ll have something better for me.

just like the story of the flower and the butterfly. of how someone prayed for a flower and a butterfly, but got a cactus and caterpillar instead. and in the end, the cactus and caterpillar turned into a flower and butterfly. if you were meant to have the flower and butterfly, God will provide in the end. and isn’t His way more beautiful?

let go, and let God.

(: